Do you? Know me?

Things you might not know about me.

1. I don't really like western food.

The only western food I would consider I like to eat is Pizza? Haha. I really like Asian food but that does not include Korean food cause I don't like it as well. Yup. If being an Asian that does not like Asian food, might as well just go jump down from a building.

2. Shoe fetish.

K, most probably you guys know it already but yeah. I love shoesssssss.

3. I'm in grade 2 piano

Ha ha ha ha laugh all you want. From the past 6 years I'm still in Grade 2 piano. Great huh. The main reason would be I refuse to go for examinations.. and stop learning for a while, then I forgot everything, then I'll have to start learning again. But right now it doesn't matter to me what grade I'm in. What matters to me is that I'm able to play the piano.

4. I have never been to Western countries.

Believe it or not, I've never been to the west side of the world. :)

5. I was once a fatty bom bom.

I am serious. I've been so fat that people laugh at me about it. So it doesn't matter to me that I'm a litte bit plump because I've been worse.

6. I love barbies.

Typical girl. I really like barbies because they're so pretty they able to make my day by just looking at it.

7. I never did really have a boyfriend.

People go 'YA RIGHT you're lying.' But the thing is I never did have a boyfriend. Seriously. I'd never go for unserious flings. What kind of relationship I want that is a more serious and matured kind of relationship.. I cannot stand having too much of lovey dovey or 'merajuk-ing'. I'll just slap that guy if he's like that. Ha ha ha!

8. I speak chinese at home.

...AND THATS THE REASON WHY I KEPT SAYING MY CHINESE IS GOOD. But thing is, I can speak, I can understand.. I cannot write or read. I can lah, like those easy words like 'me', 'you', 'big', 'small', 'house' etc. Chinese is my mother tongue.

9. I never had braces on.

Yep those teeth are natural babes. Don't need to wonder if I had braces before.

10. I don't like soft toys.

Unless they're like super original and are the ones I bought it myself. I don't like receiving soft toys as a gift picked by other people. Hahaha. I'm weird like that.

11. I never sat on the roller coaster before.

Because I'm scared and I don't dare to risk my life for some fun because I knew exactly where is my body's limit. I don't want to die on a coaster ride. Just. Like. That.

12. I almost got bang by a car few years back.

It was merely 3 feet. I would be dead if the driver didn't brake in time. And sometimes I'm afraid of crossing the street because it would remind me of the incident happened.

13. Very fickle minded?

Can just change my mind in one second. Happens frequently. Ha ha ha.

I think 13 is enough.

Babyku.

Today, is Cookie Monster's 1 year death anniversary.. and I still miss him dearly.

Cookie, I know I'll never see you again . And if only I've got the chance to be there by your side you wouldn't have ran out, I know that. And if only I have not neglected you, you wouldn't wanted so much attention and ran out.

Cookie, I love you so much and I've accepted the fact that you've left me, you've left us, you've left your family. Cooks, I miss those times you lick of the water from my feet when I just finished showering. I miss those times you would be so furious because I annoyed you. I miss those days you would make something to distract me from my food and steals it away from me.

Cooks, I miss those days that you would be there for me and lick of my tears if I had a bad day. Cooks, I miss those times you played hide and seek with me. And never fail to stop looking for me, never fail to never fail to find me.

Cookie, I love you so.

Cookie, I miss those moments you and I cuddling together and doze of together.

Cookie, I miss you.

Cookie, I miss those barks that you'd make when you can't enter my room and be with me.

Cookie, I miss it when you will annoy me to just get you up to my bed when you and I know you can just jump up on my bed.

Cookie, I miss it when you would be the one to accompany me when I'm in the dark.

And I know you are scared of it too.

Cookie, I miss those times when you would protect me from others from scolding me or hit me. You would just bark like an insane dog and would bite whoever thats getting near, except for me.

Cookie, I miss it when you would go hide in your favourite spot underneath the chair and sleep.

Cookie, I love it when you anyhow anyway won't ever pee or poop in your cage..you would shriek like mad to get out from there.

Cookie, I miss those times I have to put a lock on your cage's door because you would just open your cage door and get out from there.

Cookie, I love it when you would go to the toilet and pee.

Cookie, I miss it when you pee on my bed and I would torture you like mad and you would still give me the innocent look.

Cookie, I miss you.

Cookie, I miss bathing you because you won't move and would make me bathe you till you're clean.

Cookie, I miss 'plucking' off your ticks off your body.

Cookie, I miss it how you would easily read my mind to 'pluck' your ticks when I take the tissue box.

Cookie, I miss it when you get embarrased because your poopy got stuck in your butt fur and then you would 'kiap' your tail and went hiding in one corner and won't ever come out even if I've called you a gazillion times.

Cookie, I remember when you can go all horny when you see a particular bear.

Cookie, I miss those times when I would piggy back you.

Cookie, I miss it when you fell asleep in my arms.

Cookie, I miss it when I take you out to shopping malls and the attention you and I get are never ending.

Cookie, I miss the time when you bang your head to a transparent glass door.

Cookie, I miss it when you would be quiet for me to blow your fur dry after bathing you.

Cookie, I miss those times you'll be in the toilet with me when I poopoo or shower.

Cookie, I miss those times where you and I will race up the stairs.

Cookie, I miss those times you were so annoying asking for food.

Cookie, I miss those times feeding you.

Cookie, I miss those times taking you out for a walk.

Cookie, I miss those times you will show off to me by how fast you can run and then collaspe the next minute and then slept like a log till the next day.

Cookie, I remember when you had a hurting tooth and lost 2 kgs and you refused to eat anything even your favourite chicken meat.

Cookie, I remember sending you to the pet shop to have you groomed.

Cookie, I am proud of you because you bit the groomer's hand just because he tried to comb your awfully knots.

Cookie, I miss those times you'll only let me to comb your fur knots.

Cookie, I miss those times you'll accompany throughout the night while I am playing the computer and having you sleeping on the couch.

Cookie, I miss it when you lie and sleep on my stomach.

Cookie, I miss it when you would curl up to me under the blanket.

Cookie, I remember you would go hide yourself if I ask you to leave the room.

Cookie, I remember it when mummy told me that you waited for me by the door for 3 days just to see me home from my camping trip.

Cookie, I miss it when you would dash to the kitchen because I said "mom mom" to you.

Cookie, I miss it when you would take off my socks.

Cookie, I remember you got a shock because I wanted to throw you inside the pool and you threw up.

Cookie, I remember you swimming with me in the pool and that you almost drowned and got me screaming like some girl with mad cow disease.

Cookie, I remember you would go horny seeing dogs in the house and would wanted to make love to it even though its a male dog.

Cookie, I remember you would sneakily ran out from the house and go to the neighboor's house to chase their dog.

Cookie I remember you would go so furious after grooming and have your fur shaved off and barked and barked at us fiercely after reaching the house.

Cookie, I remember you would run out of the house when your stray friends are there, and you would be the smallest size amongst them and yet still interacted nicely.

Cookie, I remember you wouldn't let the maid carry you from me because you know perfectly that you're gonna go in your cage..

etc.

Cookie baby, I love you. In fact I loved you so much I didn't know what to do when I know you were dead. I felt as if everything had fallen apart. I'm sorry I took you for granted and it hurts me when I walk pass by where I burried you.

Cookie, as I am crying now I wish you're here, to lick off my tears. Cookie, are you missing me as much as I miss you? Cookie, do you still love me like you used to? So man questions in my head. So many years I spent with you, yet it seems so short.

Cookie, you were my bestfriend. You're still my bestfriend. I love you cooks, always have, always will...